Bla bla bla

Started to enjoy my holiday already..it's freaking boring la wey!!
Always and always stay at home expect this few days.
My god cousin was sick !!
Actually I'm so enjoying right now..
Skype-ing while Facebook-ing while hit-fm-ing while using iPad writing blog now.
I just play back last time wrote in blogger de blog post. Have lil bit felt funny and childish.
That's mean I'm growing up!! :)

And about him ?
Trying to giving up..ooppps. Not trying. Is should be!
Is time to put a full stop in da story .

很喜欢看哥哥的部落格
他用的华语一级棒！
我总会羡慕谁谁谁有个好哥哥姐姐对他们好
他从来不会这样对我!
我知道,只是他表达方式不一样.

无论在任何方面他在爸妈或大家眼中总是像科闪亮的星星
而我就是科微弱的星星
在友情间也一样,她们常常忘了我的存在

抱着'做人要自足' 来安慰自己吧.

还是你,无法否认我还是很想你.
那又怎样?还能怎样?
上次在neway看了你的wall,我忍,到最后也是默默的流泪
努力地告诉自己如yiing所说这只是个玩笑.
错了,事实还是事实!
为什么?
自从那个星期3后,你完完全全变了.
在你眼里,我就是那么不起眼的小玩具?
谁能明白?我的苦能向谁诉?
哭过就好了:)

最近爽爽就来这里写写.
本来这个时候是熟睡当中的
被哥哥的一通电话给吵醒了.
他当然以为今天我会去club?
她们有去,但是没叫.
所以在家当乖乖女吧~

我我我 很想shopping!!
衣服都穿腻了!!
哥哥,你记得你说过的话??
你几时要带我出国?!!!

*为什么他写了又deleted。 好奇，但不管我的事  *
下大雨了,因该会很好睡吧
晚安;)

‘好朋友’的定义是什么？
‘好朋友’有这样的‘好’?
    能保证他们永远不会捅你一刀？
   身边的'好朋友'有超过3个么?
   也没得讲的余地
   只伤感情，又伤身~

genting‘s trip
照片faceboo有的看了，他们都tag 到乱。
去的时候分成2辆bus，因为last miniut 的
我们刚到不久，另一辆也到了
大概6点吧,在mcd聊天到10点这样check in
准备后大家带着疲惫的身体出发咯!!~
喊喊喊,真的很爽！是一种发泄的好方法!
过后就冲凉和换indoor 了咯
那晚很早睡去了~隔一天~~
不大记得了,最记得进鬼屋
为了分散注意力,大家一起唱了歌起来~
一个楼梯明明不是很长,但30分钟也走不玩
我很喜欢这种感觉!!!!=.=
到了晚上大家都在一起赌博..
过后不能睡,肚子饿..
去吃吃和第一次进casino
好了,其实这全部不是重点很轻松地和她们过这几天
起码她们都不戴面具做人!!~
jane 和ray 很sweet.
有股让我不想单身咯..=)
 
p/s:有时候，我真心地相信你们说的话，到最后给人当笨蛋？
大错特错！是因为你们是我值得相信的人。
你们说的我都信，最后嘛当别人的笑话咯
我不想做个扶不起的啊斗!~

unwell!

whats wrong with my body?
feel like want vomit but can't..and just eat a lil bit!~
i hate that feeling seriously!!
sorry yaa suping and charmaine =)

wonder why im so useless!!
i freaking hate myself right now!!
anything bout me also was so suck!!
wont have a person understand me though i never understand myself too!!
deep? lifeless !!~

love just a part of life, but why i so care of this lately??
1509 i miss that day badly!
although just a few of hour those u were bside me!!
and why recently u keep appear in my mind?
i've to know alcohol cant cover anything..but i still doing the same stupid thing..
i just want the mostly simplest !! for sure this wont happen in my life..
why why ?
all the way bout me also was suck!! mum.you are make a wrong choices since when u born me..
again and again telling myself must use to it ! but u know hurt i m?
mr.trouble can u stay away from me ??
 
周杰伦-说了再见
i cant stop my tears after i hear it...
already 4am..tomorrow stil need to work..so stop here.. night =)

这几个星期的变化真的很大吧
我呢？每天乖乖的上学。
每天12，1点也累到睡去
放学回家，吃，睡，吃，睡
就连fb也懒得开!!
真的越来越懒!

至于爱?
无可否认,你是第二个让我如此心动..
但我把它埋在心里和画上美丽的句号..

前几天烦的东西也消失了~顺其自然~
这几天真的过的很轻松..
也整天呆在家里逃避现实..
我很想你们！
毕竟我们的感情不是作假的~
不懂几时我们的感情越来越淡？
i miss when our 2gether bakcho,when club,when movie,when in coffie island and alox !!

对，我就是这样的倒霉，是你们把我生下的!!
在你们眼中我就是这样的没用!
你有一个儿子已经够了!!!
我的眼泪忍到很辛苦!!!!
够了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

play time was gone.. let's study hard !!

sometimes i really  don't understand what human thinking..
i'm afraid to face human !!
friends! if you hate just tell infront of me..
pls don't do any 'lian se' for me without reason !!
i hate da feeling much ..
quiet doesnt mean i don't know all..
i just choose to be silent ..

just saw charmaine's blog
wad a good quetion : how my future will be???
future ??????? will how ????????????

i know that, in malaysia malay is more important ..secendly sure english!
but my bm never pass!! vey very bad!!
Amanda Khai Ying will you teach me?* i'm seriously
this is my final decison..also is my last chance..

stop here..time to prepare and go school ^^

4点了，睡不着
为什么我会这样容易羡慕人？
这些事怎么不会发生在我身上？
哥哥??????很讽刺~

为什么？为什么？
为什么给我看到了。
我很努力地假装看不到了！
你无意的一句话
伤了我，

算了!!!也够了!!!!!!!
我已经遍体鳞伤了!!

crazy soon !!

sorry about that!!

i'm so so so pek chek..

i choose cried inform of pc..

nowaday fan fan and fan!!

mayb u're not me..u wont understand wad my mind,what my feel!

why wHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'll crazy in a day !!!!

miss SXXXX badly !!

the only way would make annoyed stoped for a few hour!!!!

is time to sleep!

everything will be fine ?

i dont think so !!

心情还是跟以往一样,烦!!
时间能倒转该多好啊~
实际上我错了
过着给人追,骂的生活并不是我想要的!
我也没能力解决!!
不能怪谁，只能怪自己
早知道又何必当初呢?!!
这个故事令我看清人类丑陋地一面!!!
当买个教训吧

tomorrow izit monday ? i wish to dowan face it ~ but can't
haiz !!

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
why u keep appear in my mind ?
is time to wake up!!

nowaday fan fan and fan!!
HAPPY where u gone?
pls come back to me..
need u badly !!

wonder why i so useless?!
really don't know wad i wan,wad i need,wan i thinking!!!
everyday doing the same thing!!
mouth always said wan study hard !!but i never do it.!!
wad a suck life i had !!
Goh Suet Ling !! pls pls pls!! don't like that anymore!!!

真的是时候好好读书了
不能也要能!!
不要抱着三分钟热度了!!!
加油!!!!!

??!

am i crazy?
down without reason..???

回忆

回忆过去，差点被我遗忘了~
3年前最后爱过的他。
令我迷失方向了，什么是爱??
现在的我,像只刺猬
别靠近我,会刺伤你
相反的
自己縮进壳,保护自己不给人伤害.
我的爱情观很不好吧~

FUCK MY LIFE

disappointed??
jie mui?? what's that mean?
i'm blur ?
down because that?
cry because the song?
what i wan ?
funny~~~~~~
those feel long time din find me already~
hahahhaha

FUCK MY LIFE
ai anek meh?~
my mind ? your mind? thinking about what la wei ?

i can't understannd what i write~ >.<
yeoh baby~